je regrette part deux

turn off the lights, sit in the corner next to the curtain. pray that time stops. maybe if it stops, everything will stop too. dont want for things to happen. dont want for things not to happen. dont want to make decisions. dont want to regret.

cant stop time. things will happen. things will not happen. decisions meaningless. regret inevitable.

ps 12 mar if anyone can stop time, let him teach me so i can stop mine.